I had a dream last night that seemed so very real that when I woke up I really had to stop and think for a few moments.
I have no idea what exactly I was doing but I had to get ready for a big family event. We were somewhere that wasn't home and I had left something at our house to do my hair. In the dream it ended up that Eli's Uncle Willie took me somewhere to get what I needed. It was weird because he didn't take me to our house to get it. We did go to a house but I really don't know whose house or where it was. I walked in the house and walked into a room and there she was sitting in a chair. It was Savilla. She didn't have any hair and her head and skin were very smooth. I sat down beside her and she said to me surprised "You're here. What are you doing here?" and then got very irritated and said again "What are you doing here? You shouldn't be here." But then she was her normal self again, very mild and sweet. Eli's Uncle walked in the room and I looked at him and said "Is this real?" and then I remember talking to Savilla and telling her that someone was throwing her a Chocolate party for her birthday.
It's so weird. It was so real that I could almost feel myself holding her hand. She didn't eat Chocolate a whole lot after she started Chemo. She said it didn't taste right and I think it even made her stomach upset. Maybe this doesn't mean anything. maybe it was just a nice little gift from God. After the Emmaus weekend I was really missing her. When she was in charge of Agape i spent a lot of time with her at the church helping her out. I learned a lot from her about how to do agape. But what really got me was one of the entertainment times of the weekend. A group of gals sing a song that made me think of her and her life. "Emmaus road take me home to the place I belong..." I could see her up there singing and I could almost hear her. I am not sure that I will be able to do that any time soon.