i can feel it. i have been with the little rascal every day for the past 10 1/2 months. i miss him, don't get me wrong this is good for me and him. i called mom today and he has a fever and has slept most of the day. worried i am, i miss him. there are babies everywhere and it doesn't help. it is going to be a long hard wait till thanksgiving to see them. oh i miss ellie too but she has spent weeks with nanny and pop before i am used to that. i do really miss her though.